the loneliest planet

you know, there are some days where you feel like shit. so much so that you feel that everything is beyond your reach and you would rather be alone. for me, such days happen once a month and today was such a horrible day. i ditched all my friends and a school dinner which i've already paid for.

haha, there are good days where i pride myself on being levelheaded and logical and then there come days like this. decision after decision that makes no sense. but i've made quite a few bad decisions and today, i'm going to save myself from that by not getting drunk and fat.

yes, not today. maybe tomorrow