I Know

oh gawd. my classmates think i like politics. my family thinks i like politics. my cousin thinks im going to become a politician because of all the YP stuff that im involved in, and so, the only person who knows that im not cut for such stuff is myself. im not as insidious or ambitious as people make me out to be, i have dreams, but they are usually larger than life and i know im not one who would work towards them.

i know me best :)

but now, we are talking about running for something in an actual election. and im having doubts about myself and my abilities to do anything constructive at all :\ would really suck if i got something and i won't be able to commit. not that im saying i would do that la. oh well, but... i am having second thoughts. underhand political games are not my choice for after school activities.

Love,
xinzi