rainy days and home alone makes me think of what was my life, just a few months back. it was strange how i was trying to run away from something that i now want so desperately back, it is ironic and a painful way to realise that, because what has gone away can never come back. so sad, right ):
laughs.
i remember the green tea days with guides and i even have the random photographic evidence of those days! i look at them and i laugh :)
oh gawd, how i miss those days. JC life is so boring- especially in sleepy temasekjc. everyday is like this same chapter of a book that I have been reading the past three months or so- the same chapter. i know what to expect, everyday. maybe it's my timetable, i change classes a lot so i meet a lot of different people that i'll never have enough time to know about, even if i want to. and my cca, or pdp, which is what they call it here seems like a weekly congregation of supremely intelligent people- i feel strangely out of place. there seems nothing much to look forward to these days, maybe except for the last bell and that occasional meetup with friends from the past.
i am so wasted.
"oh, life! how badly i have miss thee, let me count the ways" :(
