Torture

my latest KI groupwork is a torment.

if i knew skipping school today entails a heavy price of doing the first few slides of the Abu Ghraib prisoners' abuse presentation, i would have eschewed sore eyes and runny nose and drag myself to school. the graphic nature of the footage and photographs involved is making me feeling sicker than i am already feeling and i can't get rid of these haunting images. talk about freshly re-written nightmare episodes for the next few days. (sigh)

im blogging cos im frightened cos no one's at home but me and these scary pictures and footage i have to force myself to sit through :\

one or even two videos of dead people and dead people being cut up (autopsy videos) is fine. sitting through them was kind of even slightly entertaining in a sick, sadistic way but watching twenty seven videos of prisoners being tortured and killed and dead men in black bags make me want to vomit my breakfast in the most unsightly way. but even then, im sure that would look better than those sickening videos. ugh. its frightening how affected i am. and i can barely bring myself to click on a hyperlink, who knows what sort of gruesome corpse i'll see again.

and seriously, what the hell is wrong with these people? im' honestly disgusted to see one man doing the things they're doing unto another.

okay, i swear im babbling. i should go play neopets and recover from shock and wait for my group mates to come online so they can suffer the same sort of tutelage i was put through. im' so seriously going to barf.

great. im officially distraught.

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