Random Note

i can't be more glad to say that im' finally done shopping for my chinese new year clothing! yay. yet another strike-off my to-do list (: sounds seemingly trivial, but it does take a huge load off my deficient little brain, which has been punished by the many brutal days of back to back living hours without much sleep. i need to get back to my sleep-at-ten'o clock days, im looking somewhat weaker these days. (sigh)

i wonder if a change in the external brings about a change in the internal? can't wait to see where am i posted to after the chinese new year. will i get my dimming little wish of staying in tjc? or would i be posted to acjc and suffer under the coalition of rich elites with uncaring-faces or even worse be exiled to tpjc which is somewhere i really don't wanna end up in (no offense) :\

i can't wait! this sickening uncertainty is slowly changing into an exciting anticipation :D whatever it is, i think i already know what i must do for the next two years so it really doesn't matter where i end up, really. i can hate the place, but i know i'll never hate myself. oh gosh, it's like two plus already and i still can't sleep because of wet wet wet wet hair.

i wished i didnt fear the hairdryer that much :(

xinzi