admittance to something that i would want to deny is not my method of operation, but i have to do it. i think there's a thrill seeker in me that makes me act way abnormally than i would usually do and this is not good.
the wind was really howling just now and when i opened the window, i could smell the cold moist early morning air, unique to only to 3am and i am sure about that. yet then again sometimes, this makes me unsure of where i really am.
its just so sad singapore's really small and there aren't too many storms to chase.
(though i am no ingrate)
i am not for this place and there's a whole new world out there.
when you watch you see the dappling of the skies and the first light shine through once more, and the birds start to chirp and call, you know its the morning.watch over me, xinzi
