disconnected/connected

somehow, i feel disconnected with the world yet paradoxically much more connected with myself, its like i've been avoiding people for the longest time ever. but im totally enjoying life on my own, i think im growing up, maturing. im beginning to enjoy my own company, sleeping, lazing around, watching rentals, its a good life really and so far, i dont feel lonely.

okay, and i did something i dont usually do- read my email forwards. there was one that was particularly true i suppose. one part of it reads:
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

how true right. haha, but honestly im in a world of my own right now and
in fact, i think im going to keep on avoiding the real world until 2008.
life's good the way it is.

lol, im so random.

till i change my mind about life, xinzi