here's a short post in case i drop dead and just die like that.
i love everyone and i really do appreciate everything everyone have done for me.
and if i seem to be shunning away that's because im scared of losing.
if i really do die, please remember...
all the nasty things i have done,
all the vulgarities,
how irritating i am
and think that i hate everything.

forget...
all the things we did,
the nice things i have done,
who i am.

im not being emo or anything la. it's just that you never knw whats going to happen and i think it's better to state myself clear and pretend that im going to die the next day for it might really happen one day. and when it comes, i wont regret. but really, apprise. (:

i feel really life-loving today. everyone seems important today, i dont know why.

*EDITED TO ADD

OKAY, I CHANGED MY MIND.
I DONT WANT TO DIE YET.

but, i STILL feel life-loving. :D