first week back =[

this is nuts. in a blink of an eye the first week of school just past me by like that, 2007 is so going to be a lighting quick year. sitting right in the front this year, i hope don't just listen, but really hear what the teacher has to say and remember it, because it is going to save my butt when o'lvls come around. to be brutally honest, i think in comparison to everyone in my class, my results havent been too good. an L1R5 of 22, i think im ashamed to even mention my mediocre score. with that result, I shouldnt be even thinking of going to a JC. but, im not going to dispel that notion of a JC future. i know i will not make it in a polytechnic, i'll probably just choose the wrong course and suffer in the end. i must improve. im not aiming for 6points or even anything below 10points. im just hoping i will do well enough so that i can tell myself i make a significant improvement that will bring me into a JC, just any JC for that matter.

so far, i have faithfully done all my homework neatly and on time. urm, im hoping this will continue and not just be something that i'll do at the beginning of the yr and gradually slacken as the yr progresses. as what mdm tham, said, we do not have many chances and we cannot keep on saying that we want to improve repetitively but do not get your ass off that seat and work for it. there's only one shot at O'lvls but almost a thousand chances there after to play the computer games. i guess i have to treasure that one and only chance more and start working hard.

motivation = move + activation of action
oh yeah, inspired huh?
i better remember what im trying to tell myself now and keep in my head for the rest of my life.
STUDY HARD =X

being a student sucks so bad.