49thday =[

went down to mandai this morning to pay respects. can't believe it has been 49 days already. im frightened by how fast time flies by. it's like only yesterday when...bleah, shant continue. too emotional already. =x it's kind of weird to see how people adapting and living on, cos no matter how hard i convince myself to let the past go, it's just so damn hard to do so. i just can't do it and everytime i hear this david gates' everything i own, it just brings back so much flashbacks. ouch.

went for lunch afterwards, food was great as usual. loved the fish. =) ohya. heres a video of my young cousin keefe. damn hes such a spoilt brat. cant stand him. just hook onto his gameboy refusing to glance at anything else. yikes. hope he grows up properly.


tsktsk. hope he game over soon.

but hes cute la, sure he wld grow up to be goodlooking but yikes again, hes character gotta change if his mother continues to spoil him rotten, sure hes gonna end up at the wayyy bottom end of the social ladder rung. =x rarrgh.gets me all fired up talking abt her. she herself is a BIG FAT SLOB and she criticized me alright, SAY I AM FAT AND GETTING FATTER. rarrgh. so pissed off. x[

heres my new resolution for the moment:
DIET AND KILL THE NEXT PERSON THAT SAYS YOU'RE FAT.