weblogs. such a simple yet complex tool for communication and expression. are we really so naive as to believe that we can blog liberally about what we really think and feel at whim? of course, a definition of a weblog as it is allows that. but come on, lets all be pragmatic and just consider the real life application of a blog in real life, it's some times seemingly simple words might convey a message that may unknowingly (or knowingly) incur the wrath of a certain individual or group of people. yikes. im trying to send out a message, dont know if the target audience of this entry would be reading this or not, but, honestly, what i want to say is that be more diplomatic in your presentation and style of writing, we as seniors would not like to create that deepseated animosity between us. in case u didnt know, i find that juniors should not criticize their seniors unless they are confident of proving themselves to be more than, if not just as capable as us. if not, the best and most effective solution is to just keep mum about it and endure. three years pass very quickly, they fly by. so, just wait. all of us have been through all this shit times where we feel that we are being treated unfairly...unfortunately, most of the time we cannot do anything practical to cessate that unfair practice. so, as i've personally learnt from experience, we should all jolly well ust take in all that humiliation and shit (if you would like to call it) and just shut up and wait for the time to come. we've all been through that, so stop acting like you are the only one to be put through all these crap. yeah, this is getting a little too personal so i shall stop here regarding this issue.

yupyup. enough of that formal tone. back to crazy student here. uhhuh. i passed my math test leh. but i think im so gonna fail today's e.math's test cos i couldnt do the questions! rarrgh. another failure. im so confirmed last in class again. THIS IS SO SCREWED. i dont want to be last again already lar. this post is so stuck onto my name that i feel that my name is gonna be synonymous with the 39/39 class position. shit man. i better begin to work my ass off in term 4 and year 2007 or i'll probably end up in some shit polytechnic or even worse ITE college (not that i have anything against these schs, they are just not my preference lar) rarrgh. this just sucks.

ohyeah. finally finished watching "hotel rwanda" during SS lessons. wow, i simply adore ms zarinah man, her lessons are relaxing. wayyyyy relaxing. just watch movies and funny clips and snippets like "average asian" ahaha. rightright. i felt so inspired by the hotel rwanda film okay, i wanna grow up and serve in the UN, im utterly serious. maybe i can be a medic or something, xD but yeah, it's always cool to have an ambition, and mine is to grow up and wear a blue beret =)

it's okay to speak your mind,
but always know when to draw the line.