rainy saturdays & debate trainings :D

rahrah. it rained heavily all day, so i had to stay in and run on that lousy treadmill instead of being able to run at the park, no fun :( im so determined to stay strong on my health regime to lose weight and build muscles x) anyway, was supposedly suppose to go for tution at 9, but ms i-cannot-wake-up just couldnt make it in time cos she woke up 20 minutes later than the scheduled time =x uhhuh, so tuition was cancelled. yupps.

so i bought myself a cup of bubble tea (without pearls) to satisfy my sugar-craves and ten i walked one whole big round...from the tuition center, around all the HDB blocks and around anglican high school, around the rain-water collection center and up the slope to mark's house. thats real far, quack. debate training was pretty stagnant for the first hour or so, cos my brain cells werent function and all i could manage was some feeble retorts sporadically and some idiotic, nonsensical comments, critical of the most trivial matters involved. actually, banning smoking is a great thing after all, i realised after a breakdown and analysis of pros and cons involved. then we moved on to HIV drugs and the occasional digressions on to community service and the whole essence and motive behind it. yeahyeah, so u get it? normal typical debate stuff that we usually talk about.

went to the simpang bedok to eat. goodness, never realised how much of a mistake im making everyday, constantly imputing high-calories food into my body. no wonder im gaining a lot of weight. darn, no wonder the exercises and runs arent helping! the circuit trainings are really killing me everyday, so please let them be effective and not be ruined by some impulse to binge, i think i'll cry if i put on another kilo xD yupyup. never realised myoplex was such a HIGH calorie kind of protein shake, lucky i realised in time, or i'll be ready to join WWE as a female chinese wrestler within the progression of a few months down a road. i've been enlightened today and so utterly spurred on to follow the regime strictly! my aim shall be achieved! (i hope)

was in the mode to learn new things again. so i browsed through the STOMP! forum and some stuff caught my eye, especially the thread on uniforms (pun unintended) ... caught a video on linda ong! shes a lawyer by day and a rocker at night! so cool right!?! i wanna be like her someday...yeah maybe if i get off my butt and start working towards that day. things never happen by chance and i think if i really want to get there, i better start moving eh! im gonna read up lots of stuff on wikipedia, like right now.

sometimes its good to deviate away,
you guys call yourselves friends?
yeah maybe, the category is fairweather :(

19 Aug 2006