right. had guides activity this morning. it just doesnt feel like a guides activity anymore, so sad. maybe im nt used, but i know i dont like and wont like it this way. i prefer the way it used to be :(

well...but some things are just the way it is. we cant do anything; maybe sitting back and letting things go they way they are meant to be would be better for everyone. dont stress yourself out thinking about the same thing over and over again. as hard as it is to make the decision, just move on, the reason being simply because things that are meant to be, will be, all in due time. so stop worrying! smile :)