Pained

my fingers hurt. today is officially suay day for me. yep, no doubt...anyone dat' saw me today cn definitely verify dat fact. anyway, here's the account... woke up at 6.30am dis morning, i slept for an incredobly "long" period of time, since 5 am, since the dumb thunder kept keeping me awake. i really like living alone it's fun=) anyway, woke up den i went to sch, for guides *roll eyes* not like as if it was not fun or anything...today was actually pretty cool. but u know...going back to school for any sort of reason ain't good at all. ok. anyway, guo minxue dat' big fat bully as usual dumped my twigs on the floor immediately after the car left...haixx...hai wo yao zi ji pick. u know i don't really like picking up stuff from the floor. anyway, sat at the concourse, and trust me there were sec 1 guides dere'. i thought i was invisible. trust me, i really for a moment thought i was invisible and no one could see me. hahas. dere' i was sitting dere' like an asshole waving foolishly at them and guess what!!! i was dao-ed...some ppl are just meant to be dao-ed aren't they and yes, im a fine example. last yr, i was dao-ed by seniors and dis yr im being dao-ed by juniors. damn, why am i always so suay. anyway after falling in was time for us to tie gadgets. trust me, i suck at that. all the ma'ams know dat...it didn't really help even though i like spent so long researching on knots and lashes ytd night. it didn't help at all...couldn't tie anything except square lashes. i really suck, so inferior lor...even sec 1s can tie better than me. den...so suay, i kena splinter. i really bloody scared. i know im acting like wuss? hahas. even when the ma'ams tried to help i was dere' screaming like an idiot...why am i so timid hurh...after dat while dismantiling the gadets was cut by the rusty knife...bled. but i didn't to look for the ma'ams den...hahas. outdoor cooking was fun today i guess...tht today wld be really busy since dere was bascically minimal attendance in the secondary 2 cohort. hahas. but, luckily the sec3s helped. had fun i guess. =) lol. forgot to bring report card today...forgetful me as usual...i don't know la.. today den like damn suay like dat lor. maybe it's the lack of slp dat made me so lethargic, hahas. kept tripping during drill and stuff. and u know what!! i actually literally slided down the stairs on my butt during the short briefing just before dimissal. my english is getting from bad to worse!!! look at my posts...sigh. bu i guess still feeling very happy today =) gonna sleep and den wake up to watch korean drama liao. ye! obasan jia you! =)

5 Nov 2005