hi guys. back to update my blog. have been really busy recently, occupying myself with things that i have longed wanna do but have no time for. it's fun really...to just slack around and draw and paint, watch movies, play the violin and read manga. on top of that, i have been learning korean and japanese too! it's really good to be occupied and do stuff that i wanna do...life is indeed short, but it's nonetheless the longest thing we'll ever do, so i don't wanna regret when my time comes. im feeling really sick recently, fever and chills, damn...is it dengue? haha, hopefully not, but it gets really hard to breathe sometimes. hahas, nvm, im strong. so i'll be alright. =) oh yeah, i finall finished watching "天的童话'' it's really sad. i feel so emotionally attached to the character that i was crying and sobbing at the end. im definitely gonna watch the show again, perhaps later in the afternoon. im really supposed to go for 2a's supposedly last ever chalet together today. but' i really can't make it, im too sick. but i'll recover...cos' i wana go to tomorrow. i just wanna go to the beach and lie down and sleep, let the waves wash me clean and fresh =) was surfing the net when i came across a site helping children. the are really pitiful and i sincerely wish i can help them, but im obviously underaged and financially dependent on my dad...but if u wish to play a part in creating a better future for a young life, pls 'click here'. it pains me to know that while im living in great comforts and luxury, people in another corner of the world suffers. im not hypocrtical, currently at least. i just wanna eradicate my evil karma in my life, so i can live better and longer and most importantly happier. hahas, for i seriously hold firm in my belief that nothing ever happens by chance, and with a cause, there must be an effect. i must help people, as many as i can. i really must.
