my head is hurting as though it has been blown up, i guess my brains are currently being fried by the radiation coming from my laptop. i have been sitting here for uncountable hours consecutively, my life definitely revolves around my computer. how effing ashamed am i to utter such a confession, mankind will succumb to technology in the near future, without a doubt. dependency has become such a routine, that a removal of technology brings about the threat of the termination of all lifeforms. i woke up at 8.50 am today, with a throbbing headache. i don't know why, but i have been feeling rather weak recently, malnutrition? haven't been eating more than 2 meals a day since i moved out. lack of adult supervision has certainly affected my health adversely. anyway, it's record-setting early for me to wake up on a non-schooling day. after eating my breakfast, a simple meal of biscuits and milk, i set of to suntec city, gotta head down to carrefour to purchase my tv and tv rack. anyway, managed to purchase a JVC ''21 tv with a tv rack...pretty decent i guess. now i can watch all my korean shows in the comfort of my own room, i swear i never have to set foot out of my room. hahas. oh! i bought a flowerpot and some baby blue eyes seeds...gonna sow them later. hahas...i love gardening =) it's so fruitful, literally. time now is 1.30 am. i am watching yomaegeri on tv now... that guy looks familiar...uH! i remember! he' dat guy from smap. omg. he kinda went MIA for a while eh...im still currently obsessed with qiutiandetonghua. obsessed as in...everytime i close my eyes, scenes from the show, esp. the really depression-inducing ones will surface. it happens every second. it really clings onto u. im feeling inexplicable amount of sadness, tht i have never felt in my entire life caused by a show/film before. seriously, i think i am gonna get depression soon if this don't stop. it's getting addictive, i have to always reassure my self that the whole thing is fictional, but it just won't register. sighs...it really is disrupting my life.
