hahas. went back to school for the first time after the exams. somehow, i dread the arrival of tomorrow. the day, where i either feel extremely happy or extreme devastation. i fear for myself. i have been convincing myself that i did my best and shit, but im just simply not convinced. yeah, cartharsis again. hahas. how ambigous of me, to make such comments dat' are to the betterment of myself. it's just horrendous to think that it will all be over, the time where i'll escape from the harsh reality of my life. terminated. stopped. how stupendously horrifying.*sighs* anyway, i went to sch for some meeting thing for the discussion for the mural board thing. sighs. so much for the proliferation of speaking good english and the powers of expressions. hello, people from my class can't wait to mute me!!! how can i teach em' to speak english!!! blah, crap. pure crap. just finished watching ep2 of fugoh keji. hahas. so cuteee laa that keji miwako. kyoko fukada is still as pretty as ever. lol. ''ano...jyoto yoshi deska?" hahas. i probably grt all the spelling wrong. but who cares, it sounded like dat to me! right. still can't get the notion of me perpetually failing all subjects tomorrow!!! darn! I need help!