confessions.

muahahahaha..the entry below is utter rubbish churned out by the flooble blog generator thingy...haha..totally ridiculous man...hmms but the first sentence holds some truth lar..i do resent my father. let's see i resent almost everything..i resent being in school...resent being so short ...hmms..dunnoe...maebe im just a really resentful person...im very depressed these few daes...althought the end of the exams are nearing..let me tell the truth :" i did not study at all for the exams, i have not prepared well or rather never did.. thus i carn reali blame anyone if i get bad results =( " haixx...*sighs* why like dat'..i know this is too late liao le.. but im very sick of my life liao le...i hate it...why am i the one always experiencing the wose side of life...if life really was a rollercoaster ride..i believe mine seatbelt jus broke...im sad sad sad...depressed...hmms....sucidal (maybe) but i don't think i'll kill myself....aww man dis is so depressing... i have dis feeling dat' if i don't do well...either i will kill myself or be killed by my dad....i would rather die than to suffer the humiliation of being compared with other pple who acheiev better results....*sobs*

13 Oct 2004